终于。。。。。。如释重负

终于。。。。。。我松了一口气。:) 你们会不会很好奇，究竟是什么事情？

Finally, I have relieved. Would you guys curious what happened to me?

前两个星期，补习中心的负责人Madam Kong问我，有没有兴趣在我们附近的一间安亲补习中心工作（另一间分行）。她没有很清楚的告诉我工作的细节，只是跟我说教教小朋友读书写字，直到他们睡午觉就可以做自己的东西，工作时间早上八点半到傍晚六点半，一个月八百块左右。我不是贪钱多（更何况八百也不算多），能够接触到很多可爱的小朋友那多好，心想：反正呆在家里也是睡到日上三竿，不如就试试看，反正就只有一个月。。。于是，上个星期一就开始了我的第一天。。。

Last two week, the person incharge Madam Kong asked me that was I interested to work in an daycare and tuition centre nearby our tuition centre(their another branch). She didn't tell me the job description in details, only tell me that just teaching those kids to read and write, you can do your own thing during their naptime, working time is 8.30am to 6.30pm, allowance is around RM800. I'm not a greedy person or need money urgently (not to mention RM800 for that considered not too much for me), that's great can be closed with many cute cute kids, so I think:  Staying at home I would sleep till noon sometimes almost evening, why not try and see for only a month, just a month what......So, I started my first day last Monday......

早上八点零五分，我就驾车到位于Bukit Prima Pelangi的那间安亲补习中心去。之前有在那里教过补习，所以还知道在什么地方，只是旧地重游罢了。大概半小时的时间就到了那里，一位印度女人开门给我，问我是不是新来的老师。我对她笑笑说是的，然后跟她打了声招呼。一进门就看到两个小朋友，那个印度女人告诉我这些小孩都有时间表，我大概看了看他们周一到周五的生活作息和活动。早上八点到九点到达、早上九点到十点半是活动（做作业）、早上十点半吃早餐、早上十一点冲凉、中午十二点吃午餐、中午一点到下午四点是午觉时间、下午四点到四点半是下午茶时间、下午四点半到五点半是听歌学唱、下午五点半到六点半是自由活动。天啊！这么长的时间，我每天就要这样过。。。。。。

In the early morning about 8.05am, I drove to that daycare and tuition centre located at Bukit Prima Pelangi. I've been teaching tuition there few months ago, so I know the way:) I reached after half an hour, an Indian woman opens the gate for me and asks me am I new teacher. I smiled to her and say yes, greet her and ask her name. I saw 2 kids once I stepped into the house, the Indian woman told me the kids have their schedule to run everyday, I simply look around their schedule from Monday to Friday. 8am-9am arrive, 9am-10.30am activities (do writing and exercises), 10.30am breakfast time, 11am bathing time, 12pm lunch time, 1pm-4pm naptime, 4pm-4.30pm snack time, 4.30pm-5.30pm talent time, 5.30pm-6.30pm  free time. Oh god! Such a long period, and I have to spend time like that......

早上九点，那里总共就有六个平均三、四岁的小孩，还有一个两岁的小女孩叫Chloe。他们做作业的时间，我在教小朋友写字，那印度老师就抱着一直哭着要找妈妈的Chloe哄她，让她停止哭泣。好不容易到了早餐时间，Chloe看到了女佣捧出来的小蛋糕才停止哭泣，坐下来和其他小朋友一起吃。小朋友洗澡的时间我则一直陪着Chloe，她很爱到处走，我唯有一直跟着她，确保她不会跌倒受伤。午餐时间，Chloe也会用自己的小手抓着小汤匙舀稀饭吃，很可爱！可是当她吃到桌子上都有饭菜是就得喂她。。。。。。吃饱后，小朋友都得跟着女佣睡午觉，小Chloe的父母就会在那个时间来接她。Chloe 和印度老师离开后，其他小朋友都睡了，我有三个小时的时间能做自己的东西。吃完午餐后能做什么？不知道。那里没有无线上网，即使有电脑也没用:( 我的电话也没有好玩的游戏能玩，我静静的坐在那儿发呆，直到我觉得困了睡着。

9am, there will be 6 average 3 to 4 years old kids, and a 2 years old girl named Chloe. I was teaching the kids writing, and the Indian teacher was carrying Chloe and trying to stop her from crying. Finally till breakfast time, Chloe saw the food holding by maid, only she stopped crying and sit down eat with others. I was by Chloe's side during the kids' bathing time, she loved to walk everywhere, what I can do was only let her and keep following her, just make sure she won't fall down and get hurt. When lunch time, she can use her little hand to hold the small spoon to scoop the porridge, very cute! But have to feed her when she eat terribly like the porridge on the table......Finished eating, the kids have to take nap with the maid, lil Chloe's parents will come at that time to take her back. Once Chloe and the Indian teacher left, all kids slept, I will have 3 hours to do my own thing. What can I do after finish my lunch?I don't know. There's no WIFI, even there got computer also nothing can do with:( My phone don't have fun games, I sat there quietly in a daze, till I felt sleepy and fell asleep.

孩子们在上课的情形

The babies are having class

从左到右：Catherine, Callista, Zachary, 印度老师, Maya, 和 阿B

From Left to Right: Catherine, Callista, Zachary, The Indian Teacher, Maya and Ah B

睡醒了刚好是差不多四点，小瓜们都睡醒了，起来吃下午茶。女佣却在这个时候跟我说她要走了，叫我把厨房里的饼干拿给他们吃，还有个男孩不能吃巧克力饼，所以只能泡牛奶给他喝。我的天啊！泡奶？我不会！也只好硬着头皮上了。。。也不知道冲泡结果如何，希望他不会说难喝就好。吃完东西，由于是我第一天，也不知道该让他们做些什么，只好让他们自由活动了。其中一个男孩玩到一半突然跑来向我说：“老师，我要尿尿！”带他到厕所后他竟然告诉我他不会怎么脱裤。。。X的！帮他脱了。。。上完出来，我让他穿上裤子，他居然又说他不会穿裤。。。（晕）这种事情怎么没在女佣离开时想起？！这种事情是我做的么？该不会整个月都是这样？结果到六点十五分，孩子们都走完以后，我飞车回家。

I woke up about 4pm, the kids were waken up by the maid to have their snack. The maid tells me suddenly she has to go, asks me prepare the biscuits for them, one of the boy can't take chocolate biscuit, so have to give him milk only. Oh my godness!!Make milk? I don't know! But I have to do it.......don't know how's the result I just hope he wouldn't say not nice to drink. Finished their snack, I don't really know what activities for them to do, so I just let them playing around. One of the boy suddenly came to me and say:"Teacher I wan to pee...!" I brought him to toilet and guess what he say to me...he said he doesn't know how to take off his pant....wtf! Take off for him...when he came out, I ask him to wear back the pant, he says he didn't know how to wear as well......*fainted* Why I never thought of this kind of thing when the maid leaving?! Is that included in my job description too? I need to do that for whole month? Finally the kids left at 6.15pm, I went back home immediately.

一踏进家门，我就开始向爸妈投诉，把从早上到傍晚放工的事情都一五一十说出来。然后我就传了封简讯给Madam Kong，告诉她事情原委，第二天不去了。她随后打给我问发生什么事，经过了解后，她让上司Madam Ng随后再打给我，叫我无论如何第二天一定要回去，因为上司正应付政府的教育考试。后来Madam Ng打来才告诉我她忘了嘱咐她的女佣，还说明天不会再发生同样的事。意味着我第二天真得回去。。。。。。

Once I stepped into my house, I start complaining to my parents, tell them what I did from morning to evening till I finished work. I sent a message to Madam Kong and tell her I wanna stop immediately, not going back anymore. She called me then asked me what happened, she said will ask the superior Madam Ng to call me, tell me however I have to go bak tomorrow because the she was having a government test. Not long after that the Madam Ng called me and say she has forgotten telling her maid to stayback, and guaranteed it wouldn't happen again. Meaning that I really have to go back there on the next day......

于是我第二天还是重返工作岗位，打算过了星期五正式请辞,我就自由了。好不容易到了星期四，心想过了明天我就自由了，耶！不幸的，我在晚上无故伤风感冒，鼻水一直在流，猛打喷嚏，一直都不能入眠。一直到早上八点多，我感觉昏昏欲睡的，赶快传了封简讯给Madam Ng，说我感冒了整夜没睡，传出去之后不久我就睡着了。朦胧中被某人的声音吵醒，醒来的时候看了看时钟，才一点。该死的！老娘还没睡够呢，哪个混账那么吵？！然后再看了看手机有没有回复，果然，Madam Ng 的回复，打开一看，‘一点过后你能过来吗？’天！再看看什么时间回复的，九点二十分！我的睡意顿时全消，有的是无名火气！我才睡那么几个小时，饭还没吃，澡也还没洗，居然叫我回去？管他的呢！我等到下午近三点才回复她说我刚睡醒。到了星期六下午，我又传了封简讯给她，说我不想再那儿工作了，她也就同意了。所以我才松了口气，不用每天天未亮就爬起来洗澡，在那里三个小时发呆睡觉，还睡得不舒服。。。

So I went back to work on the next day, planning to resign after Friday, then I'll be free. I was thinking I will be free after tomorrow on Thursday, yay!Unfortunately, I was having flu at night for no reason, nose water keep coming out, I keep sneezing all the time, hard to fall asleep. Till next morning about 8am, I felt going to fall asleep, quicly text Madam Ng telling her I got flu and didn't sleep for whole night, I fell asleep after the message sent. I was awakened by somebody's voice, had a look to a clock, it was 1pm. Damn! I haven't get enough sleep, which bastard keep making noise?! I looked onto my handphone to check whether was there any reply. There was:). Madam Ng replied, 'Can I see you after 1pm?' Gosh! I checked what's the time she reply me, it was 9.20am! I felt awoke suddenly, kind of some anger. Oh please I slept for few hours only, not yet eaten and get bath, now you call me to go back?! I don't care! I replied her message only almost 3pm saying I just woke up:P. Saturday noon, I text her again telling her that I wanna stop the job and don't want to go back there anymore. She just reply me 'k.thx.' That's why I feel so relieved now, don't need to wake up in the early morning everyday while the sky still dark, 3 hours there doing nothing, sleep there also not comfortable......

话说回来，在那里四天，认识了几个可爱的小朋友，心里还是舍不得的。尤其是一个那里年龄最小的女孩，叫Chloe。谁叫我和他们有缘无份呢~姐姐有亿万个不舍，可是也不能强逼自己做自己不喜欢的工作啊！唯有希望他们能乖乖听话、快高长大吧！

I was been there for four days, have known fews cuties there, honestly I was reluctant to leave them. Especially the youngest baby girl named Chloe. God destined, that's our fate~I have millions of reluctant, but no points to force myself to do something I don't like! Just hope they could grow up with healthily!

不知道他全名，所有人都叫他阿B：）

Don't know his full name, everyone calls him Ah B:)

她们是姐妹，左边是姐姐Catherine，右边是妹妹Callista

They are sisters, Catherine is elder sister on the left, right one is younger sister Callista

她就是我最疼的Chloe,才两岁哦！旁边的是Chloe的妈妈~

She is Chloe, I like her most, only 2 years old! Chloe's mum beside~

满腹委屈向谁诉？？

昨天下午睡醒就被冠上一个罪名，我心里觉得实在很冤枉。是什么事情我不想再提起，因为我不想以后重看自己的文章又回想起令自己难过的事情。过去的文章都是我快乐的记忆，可是这篇文章我有一百万个不愿意打，实在找不到什么地方让我宣泄，委屈的眼泪也流过了，心也痛过了，还是忘不了怎么就这么无辜的被冠上这样的一个罪名........

想了更深一层，我如果就这么大发脾气的话，人家一定觉得我很小器，平时默不吭声的我居然发起脾气来，就会把我和人家作比较。‘你看那个XX比你还懂礼貌’等等的话.......我很不屑！！这就是我真实的性格，可是我很无奈。人说对人要真诚，要用最真实的那个你去面对人和事，可是最后换来的竟然是人家的不谅解！！我能做什么？是否该戴着面具做人了？？人前对你笑，背后捅你一刀，是不是这样？？

这件事情弄得我心情不好也吃不下东西，医生嘱咐过我不能长时间饿着肚子，否则胃病会比之前严重。我不是故意不听医生的话，偏偏就被搞得一肚子气，怎么还吃得下？我也挺笨的，生气干嘛跟自己的肚子过不去？这就是我。天蝎的性格就是这样爱恨分明，喜欢你就是喜欢你，不喜欢你见面都免了。一百万个无奈还是没有人懂我..............

*心情不好，没心思打英文翻译，自己去google！！

母亲节快乐！！

昨天是母亲节呀~大家怎么和妈妈庆祝这伟大的节日呢？:D 我昨天是带了妈妈去商场，然后请她吃东西哟！目前还没有足够的能力买其他奢侈品给她，不过我相信她也不会让我花这样的钱，还是省下来，留着以后用呵呵！！（别忘了还有父亲节哦！）

Yesterday was Mothers' Day~How were all of you celebrate this special day huh?? I brought mum to shopping centre and treat her lunch! So far I'm not able yet to buy her luxurious thing, but I believe that she wouldn't want me to spend money on those thing, so better save it and spend nextime!! (Don't forget that there's still Fathers' day next month:D)

下面是昨天午餐的照片：=P
Below is the photos for lunch yesterday:

妈妈的ABC

Mum's Ais Batu Campur

妈妈的亚参叻沙

Mum's Asam Laksa

弟弟的椰浆饭和仁当鸡

Bro's Nasi Lemak with Ayam Rendang

我和妹妹都叫了这个：

I order this same with sis:

蘑菇汁鸡扒

Chicken Chop with Mushroom Sauce

表妹的黑胡椒汁鸡扒

Cousie's Chicken Chop with Black Pepper Sauce

饭后，我们回到阿姨的MBG Fruitshop,买了几样水果吃。

After the lunch, we bought some fruits at aunt's MBG Fruitshop.

饭后甜品：杂果冻

Dessert: Mix Fruit Jelly

猜猜看我手中这杯是什么果汁，哈！

Try to guess what juice is that I'm holding hehe!!

答案是：

The answer is:

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我等你告诉我！哈哈哈！！:P

I'm waiting for you to tell me hahaha!!!

好吧！就到此为止......你知道我是一个害羞的人，从来没有当面跟妈妈说我爱你之类的话，所以在这里向她寄上我的心意：

Okay, I'll stop here...You know, I'm quite a shy person, never say 'I love you' and something like that to my mum, so I'll send her my wishes here, wish she can get it:

最后也祝全天下的母亲‘妈妈节快乐’！嘻嘻~！！

Last but not least, wish all the mothers 'Happy Mama Day'!!

保护地球趁现在

今天下午下了一场倾盆大雨。很大，大到只可以看见我家对面0.2公里内的马来小贩档。我坐在沙发上，也能感觉到雷声劈地。天气的变幻无常，而且最近的天气变得很恐怖。时而雨，时而晴，时而热天，时而阴天。我开始想，预言中的2012真的会发生吗？

There was a heavy rain at this noon. Very heavy, I can see only the malay stalls within 0.2km opposite my house. I could feel the thunder hack onto ground while I sitting on the sofa. Vagaries of weather has made many people sick, and the recent weather became more terrible. Sometimes rainy day, sometimes sunny, sometimes hot, sometimes cloudy. I started thinking that, will the predicted 2012 happen?

回想当时看到电影《2012》里面的悲惨画面，我在想：天啊！如果真发生在我身上，我该怎么办？会真有这一天吗？如果马来西亚也有地震怎么办？有海啸怎么办？我不要世界末日！我不要！！

Recalled back the sad scene in the movie《2012》, I was thinking: Oh my god! If it really happened to me, what should I do? Will this day come? How if Malaysia happens earthquake? and tsunami? I don't want end of the world! I don't want!

地球开始暖化的消息，相信很多人都知道了。为了减少砍伐树木的数字增加，环保活动也逐渐在全球进行着。像是用环保袋取代塑料袋购物、用塑料盒取代宝丽龙饭盒来装外卖食物等等。只是，马来西亚如今还做得不够全面，所有的商场一星期只有周末一天才禁用塑料袋；宝丽龙饭盒也依然还见踪影。

I believe that many of you knew that the earth started warming. In order to reduce the number of trees felled, and environmental protection activities being carried out gradually in the world. For example, to use environmentally friendly shopping bags instead of plastic bags, plastic boxes(tupperware) instead of styrofoam lunch boxes to take-away food, and etc.. Malaysia have not done enough for it currently, because all the shopping centre banned plastic bags only once a week; styrofoam lunch boxes are still yet forthcoming.

我花了一整天的时间来打扫和收拾自己的书桌，旧箱子里面也有很多旧书和废纸，我也把它们全打包起来，打算明天拿到循环站去。我觉得政府应该在住宅区或商店附近设立一个循环站，提高附近居民的环保意识。还有，循环站也需要一个负责人看管，是为了避免有人把循环桶当垃圾桶，胡乱把垃圾都倒进去。所以，趁现在就开始美化环境、保护地球，虽然我觉得现在才说要行动是有点儿迟。。。可是有句话说：有心不怕迟。只要有意愿去做，就已经足够了。

I spent one whole day to clean my study room and table, there are many old books and papers in the old boxes, I packed all them up, to bring them to recycle tomorrow. I think that the government should set up a recycle station nearby residential and shop lots areas, to increase their environmental awareness. The recycle station also needs a person in custody, to avoid people throw all th rubbish into the recycle bin. So, begin landscaping now, to protect the earth, although I think it's quite late to take action now...but there's a quote said: Better late than never. There's enough as long as you have the willing to do it.

还等什么？赶快去看看有没有废纸张、玻璃瓶、塑料瓶和铝罐能拿去再循环的！！我们一起拯救地球，阻止预言中的2012发生！！

So what are you waiting for? Go check and see whether is there any paper sheets, glass bottles, plastic bottles and aluminium cans can be recycled! Let's started protect the earth, to stop the occurrence of the predicted 2012!!

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你知道吗？


世界地球日的由來：


每年4月22日是世界地球日，已成为国际重要的环保节日。地球日源自于1970年，由美国威斯康辛州两名参议员发起，吸引大批美国人民走上街头，游说国会议员通过环境生态法案。


到了1990年，有141个国家共两亿人参与国际地球日，环保议题在各地延烧，各国环保人士向公共部门施压，要求制定更完善的环保政策，美国西雅图目前设有“地球日网络”国际办公室，关注全球环保议题。


3R环保观念

环保的3R是要减少制造废物，因为我们每拋弃一件废物，都需要地球去消化。一個铝罐，需要至少200年才能在土壤中分解，玻璃瓶则需要4000年，假设再不奉行3R，下一代将和垃圾为伴。

减少不必要消費（Reduce）


．簡化生活，只保留经常使用的物品，当习慣拥有更少，自然购买更少。


．避免购买以多层塑料或硬纸皮包装的物品，送礼包装亦可免则免。


．向派发胶袋的小贩说不，比如买面包时只装进一個胶袋就可以。当然，能携带餐盒就更理想。


．与其购买一些用完一次就不用，或不经常使用的物品，如DVD、书籍等，不如向朋友商借。


．少用即弃物品，改用可循环再用的，如外卖的胶杯碟子改為瓷杯碟子、胶袋改為环保袋等。


．少浪費纸张，譬如致函商店不要再寄你沒有耐心看的宣传单，在网上搜集资料時，只列印有用的一页，或只在网上阅读。



再使用（Reuse）


．喜欢逛街的你，应积极参与旧衣回收，或索性将旧物放上拍卖网站。


．可捐赠慈善机构的还包括旧书、眼镜、电子产品及玩具等。


．购买耐用或经典款式的产品，减少购买赶潮流的物品。


．光顾二手店，如古董店、二手书店、二手家品店，价格较便宜。

．发挥无限创意让旧物重生，如将流行衣物改装成娃娃的衣服，又或者将购物纸袋改造成花纸等。

．厨余、洗米水，都可以化作滋养物的养料。

资源再生（Recycle）


．熟悉工作室及居住环境附近回收筒的位置，牺牲小少不方便，将废物分类，稍移玉步放入回收筒。

．不是所有金属、塑胶、纸造产品都可以回收，应细心留意包装上有沒有“Please Recycle” 标志，坚持购买可供回收的物品。

．除了纸、铝罐，环保机构及制造商接受回收的物料，如电池、光碟、胶袋等。

*取自光明日报www.guangming.com.my

Photoshop

自从买了手提电脑过后，我就一直很想玩Photoshop。看见很多人都会把拍了的照片编辑得漂漂亮亮的，直到满意为止，我真的也想学会把照片弄得美美的。托了一位朋友帮我安装Photoshop，终于可以一尝用Photoshop来编辑照片的滋味儿了~哈！！

Since I bought this laptop I was thinking to 'play' Photoshop. I saw lots people edit their photos till very nice, so I'm willing to learn how to edit photos using Photoshop. I've asked a friend to help me install Photoshop, finally can try on editing pictures haha!!

尝试用朋友教过的方法，他也把他所知道的都教给了我，剩下的就自己慢慢钻研咯~！！我用了大概三个小时，第一张成功的照片出炉啦！！

Tried all the ways which my friend taught me, he taught all what he knew as well, the rest I would like to explore myself. I took around 3 hours, finally the first success pic has came out!! Ta-da!!

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我的杰作。。。OK吗？哈哈！！

That's it my masterpiece.....how is it??

我知道这种照片对于玩家来讲只是（广东话）‘湿湿碎’，可我还是新手，还需要点时间滴。。。我还要继续研究，下次要弄得更美！！^_^

I know this kind of editing is only 'sap sap sui' for those who used to edit pictures, but I'm still new, I need some time okay.......I wan explore somemore, want to be better next time!!=)

我就是这一种女孩子（改编自‘有一种女孩子’）

我就是这一种女孩子，

I'm this type of girl,

在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠，
quiet, indifferent in front of strangers, 

在熟人面前却很放肆，很霸道，
 but presumptuous, overbearing in front of acquaintance,

并喜欢一咋一呼的说：“滚，滚蛋，坏蛋，笨蛋”。
 and like to yell and say: "Go, get out, bad guys, stupid".

不要认为我很粗鲁，我只是很单纯的认为，
Don't think that I'm rude, I'm just think very simply, 

大家打打闹闹，骂骂笑笑，表示更亲切，更不分你我。

Fooling around, joking together, more intimate, regardless you and me.

我不谈恋爱，只在姐妹间游荡，
I do not love, only wandering around sisters,

即使有不错的朋友，我还是无奈的笑笑，
even have good friends, I just smiled helpless, 

其实我只是在不能确定自己付出的前提下，
In fact I just can't make sure any disbursement under precondition, 

不会接受，因为不想伤害。

I won't accept, because I don't want to hurt.

我偶尔看到街上的情侣时，

Sometimes I saw couples on the street,

也会幻想，也会羡慕，
I would imagine, I would envy, 

幻想着将来自己的恋爱，
imagining my love in future,

该是多么的帅气，多么的温柔，多么的甜蜜！
 would be how cool, how gentle, how sweet!

我喜欢和自己的姐妹在一起打闹，大呼小叫。

I like slapstick and yelling with sisters,

即使没有男朋友，

even don't have a boyfriend,

在我的世界里，也有我的骄傲！
I have my own pride in my world!

我也会偶尔的忧郁，
Sometimes I will be depressed,

朋友问我怎么了，我也只会说没事，
I will say nothing when friends ask me what happened, 

其实我只是感觉累了，
actually I'm just tired,

我只是需要一个拥抱。

I just need a hug. 

我不会轻易恋爱，恋爱了一定会好好珍惜。

I won't fall in love easily, but I will appreciate when I falling in love.

我会骄傲的拉着他的手大街小逛，
I will hold his hand proudly walking around,

不要认为我放肆，
 don't think that I'm presumtuous,

我只是答应过姐妹们，幸福要大家一块儿分享。
I just promised my sisters, happiness has to be shared.

我恋爱的时候，
When I'm in love,

喜欢大事听男孩子的，而在小事上调皮，耍赖。
I like listen to guys in big matters, but niggling in small matters.

不要认为我太小气，蛮不讲理，
Don't think that I'm stingy, being unreasonable,

其实在我调皮的习惯里已经为你收敛不少！
In fact I have convergenced for you in my naughty habits!

我不允许男孩子的背叛，
 I do not allow boy's betrayal,

如果男孩子真的办了对不起我的事，
 if the boy really did that,

我一定会狠心的离开他。
I'll leave him ruthless. 

不要怪我太绝情，
Don't blame me for despairing,

我其实很爱他，但是卑微的爱情我不要，
actually I love him much, but I don't want that petty love, 

我果断的转身，只是不想让他看见我滑落的泪水！
I turned decisively, just do not want to let him see my tears fall! 

我失恋的时候会在别人面前装的很好，

I will pretend good in front of others when I lovelorn,

大声的笑，放声的闹。

laugh out loud, burst noises out.

当姐妹心疼的说：“你没事吧？”

When sisters distressed and say: " Are you all right?"

我会放下我所有的骄傲，趴到姐妹怀里哭。

I will put down all my pride, crying in sisters' arm.

哭完了，苦笑一声：没想到我还会为一个男的哭。

After cry over, smiled wry: did not think that I would cry for a guy. 

若你遇到了我，

If you met me, 

如果我们是朋友，请原谅我平日的不理不睬，
If we are friends, please forgive me for my coolness, 

其实我只是不会社交，不敢打扰，

In fact I'm just don't socialize, not dare to bother, 

你想想你的每一次邀约，我拒绝过你。
 think about your invitations, I rejected you.

如果你喜欢上我，请你不要说出来，
If you love me, please do not tell.,

因为我很幼稚，你会吓跑我。
 because I'm naive, you will scare me.

原谅我的冷漠，

Forgive my coolness,

我只是怕伤害你！
I'm just afraid to hurt you!

若我喜欢上你，请你不要在我的世界里消失。
If I love you, please do not disappear in my world.

我没有更多的要求，不会打扰你的生活。
I have no more claims, won't disturb your life. 

我只是想静静的看着你，
I just want to look at you quietly, 

当你的观众，仅此而已。
be your audience, that's all.

如果当我们已经在一起了，

In case when we are being together,

请你好好珍惜我。

please treasure me.

我这样的女孩子太傻，

Girl like me is to silly,

请你别让我受伤。
please don't let me get hurt.

我这一种女孩子就以这样的方式生活着，

Girls like me would be living in this way,

我有我的梦想，我的希望。

I have my dreams, my hope.

一个如花儿般的女孩子，

A girl like a little flower, 

我时而快乐，时而忧伤；

I'm sometimes happy, sometimes sad; 

时而郁闷，时而疯狂；

sometimes depressed, sometimes crazy; 

时而邪恶，时而善良；

sometimes evil, sometimes kind; 

时而脆弱，时而坚强！

sometimes weak, sometimes strong!

你可以说我傻，也可以骂我笨，也可以说我冷，

You can say I'm silly,  can say I'm stupid, can say I'm cold,

但是我们还是生活在自己的世界里，

but we still living in our own world, 

希望做一个幸福、善良的孩子！

wish to be a happy, kind child!

Finally......终于。。。

终于，我不用再熬夜读书。。。
终于，我可以每天一觉睡到自然醒。。。
终于，我可以好好享受假期，做自己喜欢做的事情。。。
终于，我考完试啦！！！

Finally, I don't need study till late at night...
Finally, I can sleep till wake up naturally everyday...
Finally, I can enjoy my holiday, do whatever I like...
Finally, I have finished the exams!!!

其实前几天就很想上来打这篇博文，可是心里面却一直犹豫着该不该上来。现在的我已经是‘自由身’，不再被考试束缚，想干什么就干什么。

Actually I was thinking to post an article few days ago, but don't know why I feel something stopped me from doing it. But currently freedom is mine, not bound by the exams, can do whatever I want.

时间过得真是快，‘咻’一下，我已经考完试了。。。回想上星期的今天，我还在朋友家啃书，那段时间可谓度日如年。。。

Time passes really fast, just a blink of eyes, I've done my exams...Look back to last thursday, I was still staying at friend's house, studying hard till half dead, the moment I really felt 1 day like 1 year...

考试的那段时间真的挺折磨人的，睡眠不足，导致青春痘又肆无忌惮在我脸上冒出来，可恶！！加上考试啃书真的很大压力，有一次还和朋友一起温习的时候突然哭了！！我哭是因为想念家里的枕头，被子，还有想到家人都在睡觉的时间，我还在不能够睡。。。够悲惨的！！终于在周末的时候回家了，还是家里最好、最舒服！！这段时间想了很多，不管什么事情，家永远是最好的避风港。沛诗，我现在彻底了解你身在异乡倍思亲的心情！！（我也想念你。。。）

The period having exam is really suffering, not enough sleep, makes pimples popped out on my face, it's flagitious!! Plus I was really stressed out study during exams, I finally cried when studying together with my friends!! I cried because I miss my bed and blanket at home, somemore thought of my family all slept while I still suffering in studying...what a pity!! Finally went home on weekend, home is the most comfortable place!! I've think a lot during that time, no matter what happened, home is the best haven. Pei Shi, I understand well how u felt over there!!! (I miss you as well)

放假后，我有一堆的计划等着我去实行，当然减肥是少不了的，哈哈！！之前放弃的东西，我现在想学回来，趁这三个月的长假好好充实自己。我想七月开学后，让人看到不一样的我。。。*期待ing

I have a lot plans are waiting for me to implement, of course diet is a MUST, haha!! Well, I would like to learn back what I've gave up previously, enrich myself during this long break. I want to show a different me in degree...*awaiting it

我想放假的这段时间会蛮无聊的，想出去吃饭、喝茶、看戏、逛街的都可以约我，不过记得要提前告知，因为我讨厌临时通知临时准备，OK?

I think I'll be bored during holiday, anyone who wants to go for a walk, a movie can call me, but remember call in advance, because I hate last minute preparation, ok?

祝我假期快乐吧！！

Wish me Happy Holiday!!